I suck at Blogging

You ever just runout of stuff to say?

Or... is there ever so much happening, you can't seem to find the time or brain power to post it all?

I've been proposed to. Seriously legitmately, ring in hand talked to my dad proposed to.

Which... get this...My Dad? He loves him. My Very Southern, dad, who I had always seen as one of the more prejudiced influences in my life...asked him to go play golf. He never asked the ex to do anything (not that I blame him). But My dad smacking balls on the driving range with his Egyptian son-in-law is not an image I ever really built in my mind.

I'm still trying to man up and break it to Mom and Steve. Which, I guess if they read my blog, then I suppose I have.

I say break it, because I worry that my getting remarried (especially in light of the fact I haven't been divorced for a terribly long time) will make me seem weak, or needy or I don't know.. less independent that I should be or something.

Here's the clincher...and I'll say it to you nice anonymous or semi-anonymous readers before I will my own parents. I'm crazy in love with him. I am more sure about marrying this guy in less than a year than I was in five years of living with the ex. He cranks my tractor, revs my engine..whatever you want to call it. But it's not the crazy biological thing I had in Canada... this is.. spiritual. It's a weird simple connection.. someone who likes to get ice cream on Sundays at Coldstone Creamery. Someone who thinks the best food is cooked at home. Someone who will stop in the middle of a commute because the sunset looks awesome. Someone who just knows when I need a hug, or an ear... and here's the weird part... someone who I seem to be able to know that stuff about too. Someone who couldn't posibly come from amore different background...who gets me, and who I get more than I ever have anyone.

Yes, we have covered the kids base....Though I'll unveil that bridge when we burn it, and the Why.

Other things I need to do:

Product reviews for the following new toys: The T-Mobile Wing (Happy Birthday to me!); the iPod iTouch (Happy Birthday to me also)

Book reviews for: The Girl in the Tangerine Scarf and Does My Head Look Big In This

And my Lament about my Amazon Wish List...and the afianced's first experience with family holidays (the redneck side not the screaming techno-liberal side)

And well. Holy Crap. I'm getting married....again....